The night of a show is always an interesting time, for me. I get to watch the transformation from male to female. If Shaunna Rai, or any of "MY" girls will allow photos to be taken, and posted, I'll prove it.
With the makeup and the padding, (when needed) in place, there is a shift in personality. It's almost as if that is the point in time when a queen gets "into character."
This is the point in the night, where I step back into the background, which, is where I like to be. I'm the gopher. And, I'm the caddy. By helping out, I feel like I'm not in the way.
Dan was asked if I get jealous of Shaunna Rai, and the attention that she gets from everyone. The men who think she's hot, the women who want to know where she got her outfits, and everyone in between. The truth is, I do get a little jealous. But, it only lasts a few minutes. Why is this? Well, for one, anyone who has the balls to put on a dress, and do what Dan and all the others do, deserves the attention. And, for two, I'm the one going home with him at the end of the night.
After the show last night, at Blackstones, we went to Denny's. What surprised me most about the night was not how much fun it was, or that it reminded me of the night Dan and I "officially" met. It was that a fan of the "ladies" paid the tab for our table.
Doing kind deeds for others, is rare enough, in the real world. Doing it because you enjoyed a show, floored me. Nobody at our table, at that point was still in drag, and I hadn't been in drag at all. But, I still ended up getting the perks of association. So, it really isn't all that bad.
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